Evy turned me on to The Fire Theft
Uncle Mountain the first cut has this line

I want love if love wants me
I want god if god wants me
I just can’t hold on to what I believe

Far from being a quagmire of despondent doubt these lyrics are warmly hopeful and full-bodied honest. The fire theft makes deeply narrative music. Narrative in the same early YES is except there is no real genre comparison. Check out a Celtic well whiskeyed tune called Oceans Apart.
This stuff has been getting me through….